Excruciating Pain: A Personal Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came rapid stabs, like electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, severe agony focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like several causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing records suggest bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder explain this.
In 1998, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of some people.
But consultant specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a